"Now i should trust you .Why now,Why should i trust you all of a sudden should i trust you . You lied to pretending this whole thing was no big deal to it spun all out of control and you just decided to abandon me now you come back. So tell me why should i trust you know?" I finish off my rage with Bernie. He takes a pause that i know only could of been a few seconds but felt like hours. "cause i am your only way to survive." i took a big breath and followed him on.
I know this is not the average conversation you would have with a garbage man but by life was bot ever normal since January of this year. Okay i will let you read my diary but it goes against my better judgement. You just have to promise me one thing .That you will never tell anybody that i wrote in or have a diary i just stopped being called gay last week and i don't want to be on that road again. Just so that you know if you are hoping for a journal filled with puffy clouds,unicorns and normal teenage problems you need to put this paper down and don't look back. Okay that took care of all the wimps now to the real part of the story. I can't be held responsible for any trauma,nausea or anxiety you may feel from after reading this story.
1-1-06
hi
today was the weirdest day ever for two reasons.one i got mail and the other what was in the actual package. it was a simply wrapped package with brown paper and a thin white string but inside was something special i could tell just by looking at it. It was a decaying leather bound book with and unpronounceable title. I am not even quite sure that it was written in English i opened trying to decipher some clue to who sent it. i found a note that said:
Dear boy,
you need to listen and listen well i now the problems that you face and this book is that answer to all of you big problems in life don't use this for the petty things in life because if you do the spirits that possess this book will anger and trust me this is not something that you want.If you ever need help just write me a letter go to you front lawn and burn that's right i said burn it. This will not make sense but you just have to trust i will get it and i will.oh yeah and you unless you are a mystical creature which i think or hope you aren't you need the glasses in the back the of the book.
bye Bernie
p.s if you chuckle when you read that i will know and as for help your going to need it without me.
after reading that i didn't dare laugh i was not going to put my life in danger because i think something is pointless like well like chorus it is something you do just to fill a void in your life.
write you tomorrow
the lifeless kid
1-3-06
hey these classes are awesome and totally freaky at the same time they help me to read the story of some boy around my age who didn't fit and he found his book and wild things happen. I forgot to tell you about the disclaimer it said once you put on these glasses you will never live the same life again it will be different no matter if you stop after this sentence or read the whole way it will always be different.Not until after i read the first chapter i read this i typically don't read directions first.
y life did change i went to school today and not one person walked by me and called me a single name they didn't even try to beat me up and my test i got all A's like if i was the new mot popular smart kid. it must of been a fluke because this would never happen to me Ned Nerdman i know my name is just bound for kids to tease me on my voice and appearance doesn't do much to help me either.my only question is why was i chosen to get this book why not any one else in the world or is it an old family airlum? well i write it down to Bernie and burn it in the morning
bye
the new popular kid
Little did Ned know that Bernie was not just some old relative he was closer to him than he thought. Bernie was acting as the Neighborhood trash man. he was over 1000 years old . When he was about Ned's age he received the book as well. He was the only person currently living person that knows what Ned is about to face. He , I mean Bernie had special vision enhanced by his old age. the creatures that no one else could see they weren''t imaginary you see them every day you just don't take the time to notice that they coexist among you. They are the shadows.They seem to just follow you if you are just glancing not observing them.Shadows belong to this class of humans that is called shadi which is a word meaning unseen by the Nagromes.But that is a whole different story. Have you ever felt like you done something where you feel like its not you controlling you but someone else. This other person is the shadow. Although you think you control it; it controls you.
In this book that Ned found calledthe shadowsreally in english is translaed to the shadows. this book will teach him all he needs to know about The art of shadow keeping.
1-4-06
Hey i read the second chapter in this werid book and i was able to decipher that it was some code it was the weridest thing tranlated in english like one said monkey see monkey do monkey me monkey you monkey follow me . BUt i must say when i saw the text in the. book .So like a fool i went up to the biggest,meanest toughest kid in school and said monkey see monkey do monkeymo monkey you monkey follow me. This is the showcking part what ever i told him to do after he did .I know that bernie person told me not to use on petty problems but my face being smashed i isnt you "petty " problem that is an lady liberty size problem.I wonder what will happen if i send this email with a video of me saying this spell to every one will it have the same effect. be back in 30 mins
Ned got out of his closet,his usual journaling spot and thewent to the computer.Logged on to his yahoo email account geeksgetthegirl and checks his inbox furiously. He was looking for the last school wide email sent. The pricipal uese this so that they can talk to each student when a problem occurs with out taking out of class. 12-12-05 was the ltest email he could find it was about a bulling issue. He pushed reply to all and taped the video. and sent it along.
hey i 'm back well i sent lets see how school goes tomorrow i can't wait when i tell Claire Clemintine that i like her and ask her to go out with me> i just hoped this thing worked.And i'm not making a complete fool out of my self i better figure out away to make me look better i mean about 4 feet tall in the eighth grade wont help my dictatorship of the school.
1-6-06
today was the mos wonderful ever only if i could keep it this way. But Bernie sent this downer of a note that said
Dear boy
i see that you have ignored my first note not to use this book to solve yourpetty problems. now you are making the spirits that possess this book mad and when they get you you will know and life might be over just over if they get to you. My only way to hlp you is to reverse the spell.
im not gonna reverse the spell people do what i tell them too and hy would any one give up this type of power.
The next day at school Ned gets Claire and runs the entire school evry is at him on bended knee.i f we have read on in the book farther in the book he would have relized the more people that he controls the more people that will turn against him.when will this boy learn.
1-10-06
i found another spell today you say:
father time
father time
will you hear this special ryhme
and return to me my precious time
this is the coolest spell you set your watch to time in which you want to go back to say the ryhme and then your there to reverse the spell you just yell time
you know like a teacher soed when you run out of time on a test .another werid thing happened today . people started to diassapear from school i mean not some but all i know they would just not of come so where did they dissapeear to maybe i am better off not knowing at all.
1-12-06
todayi had no shadow i mean like why wount i have one thier was know school on a hot day i wento outside to find as well as everyone else in the world shadowless.
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